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2/23/2008

Talking about Painful Pleasure

 

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Painful Pleasure

 

 

 
28\1\2006 (ramy yy) (egypt VS cotivoir)

 

25\1\2006 (ramy yy)

 

Painful Pleasure

 

It's painful pleasure, It's Too much to take.
When I can not sleep and I can not wake..
I wish I reach your place.
I wish I remember your face.
It's love, magic that has no use.
Just like dreams everyday we lose.
Oh, my soul is sick, my heart is diseased.
Although, I smile I'm n't really pleased.
Dream not of me anymore.
You shall leave.
Oh, I must ignore..
I'm nothing but a ghost.
You shall hate me most.
And you must make me cry.
And help me to die.....

 

Heba Mahmoud Abed

........

I've waited

I must be dreaming;
This all can't be true.
A day when I'd meet someone
So perfect like you.
With words so sincere
& oh so charming ;
They swept me off my feet
Without even a warning.
Your eyes shine like the sun
Even as the day comes to close
You can light up the room
With just one simple gaze.
Be careful with my heart though
It is quite fragile.
Handle with care -
Should be its warning label.
Tell me that you love me
I need to hear it once more
To show it's what I've wanted,
What I've been waiting for.

Your Song Dies

Your song dies,
Words never rise.
Still within the shaddows of darkness
Closed to mine wounds.
With sharp and deep pain,
I live..I stay..I remain.
Fading shaddow? is it dream? I wonder..
So alone and dark, you live in hunger..
See, our souls live and suffer...
Never be with me my great lover.
Eternal songs rouse me.
Blessed whispers guide me.
Peaceful moments I recall.
My frozen tears fall....
Fear is poisoning my blood,
Drown my soul in a flood.
Restless sea of pain,
I can not leave and I can't remain.

Reality

 

My emotions pass like clouds across the sky
Darkness hangs over me high
The pain and sorrow that I hide
Oh how they are bottled up inside
Do not try and reach out to me
Nothing you say will make me see
What I want might mke me cry
What I need might pass me by
You are not on the same level as I
This is where our differences lie
You are the animating angel
I am the deadly devil
The world is an imperfect place
and I am just another mental case!
I opened up my eyes to the world the day I was born
Now I want to close them knowing no one will mourn!

Rana Hasan

 

................

Now I Know The Pain She Went Through

To u ........

 

Now I know the pain she went through,
Now I know why her skies were so blue.
Now I feel the pain I would cause, and know where I went wrong,
Now I shed the same tears, and express my
sorrow through this song.
Our love used to be like a beautiful song, a
song that's now over, now that you're gone,
Now my heart is with loneliness, and fright
It's afraid of loosing you forever, it's
afraid of loosing this fight.
Deep within my soul I realize she's all I
ever knew,
And as my heart cries out for her,
now I know the pain she went through.

 

 

If You Really Do

for someone i will never love again

 

Say you love me if you really do
Because you know my love for you is true
I miss the warmth of your touch
I miss the comfort of knowing with you,
I'm safe
Day and night all I think of is you
And I wonder if you still think of me too
Do you still care?
If you do, I'm not aware
I wish you would tell me how you feel
Is it that hard for you to tell me?
So say you love me if you really do
Because you know that I love you
And you know it's true

Let Love Begin

 

Take my hand and lead the way;
tell me all you want to say.
Whisper softly in my ear,
all those things I want to hear.
Kiss my lips and touch my skin;
bring out passions deep within.
Pull me close and hold me near;
take away my pain and fear.
In the darkness of the night,
be my beacon, shine your light.
In the brightness of the sun,
show me that you are the one.
Give me wings so I can fly;
for I can soar when you're nearby.
Enter my heart, break down the wall,
it's time for me to watch it fall.
Strip me of my armor tight;
you'll find I won't put up a fight.
Release my soul held deep within . . .
I'm ready now, let love begin.

.......................

 

Dreams & Memories

 

When are all talking so loud
My Heart feels so much alone in crowd
Only Memories... Sweet Memories of you
Remains fresh in me like morning dew

I miss you so much, oh dear
You are so far, yet so near
You have always lent an ear
Whenever I was in confusion or fear

Wish, I could talk to you all day
And listen to whatever you say
Or be with you in lovely bay
I dream of you all night, all day

All I want is to hold your hand
And walk with you in wet wet sand
Or lay your head on my lap
And watch you as you take a nap

Only Memories... Sweet Memories of you
Remains fresh in me like morning dew
But, there is a long way to go still
Hope, someday we reach top of the hill!

Ramya Raghupathi

To lie was to die

 

A tiny tale , a fictional story,
A love gone stale, a relationship buried,
She said that she was with another guy,
To cry was to try,Not to die but to lie,

A tale I heard told many a time,
A story of false that was nothing but crime
A head turned and a disappointed sigh
Not to try, but she lied, and I felt I had died

And then an end to this horrific tale,
of how love went up and back down like the gale,
though I tried and I tried but she lied it died

 

...............................

No Second Chance

You're going to die tomorrow!
Are you now going to look back with regret and sorrow,
Wishing that you had perhaps another day or two
To set things straight before you're through?

But time is running, with not much to spare.
Enjoy this last moment that you have of air,
For your fate will bring you no pleasure,
Due to the sins you committed, which come to some great measure.

But now it's too late to repent for all your wrongdoings,
Thinking that God is the one you'll be fooling,
The one who was always by your side.
You silly mortal, it's time you die!

I'm sorry to see those tears,
Full of all your regrets and fears.
And no matter how much you sob,
It takes no toll on me, for I'm just doing my job.

Is there anything you would like to say,
Before I take your last breath away?

"I wish I had more time before this sudden end,
"To say I love you to my family, sweetheart, and friend."

....................................

..........

 

It's All About You!!

The only flower that never dies.
The only person who never lies.
To make me happy,she always tries.
In my dark room,she was the candle.
All my problems,she used to handle.
In the huge ocean,she was the ship.
Ready to travel in all my hard trips.
She faced me when everyone turned around.
In my sad moments,she was the only one found.
Warm nights of supporting and care,
Trust and happiness we used to share.
I'll always remember you and it's true,
That this and more,is all about you!!

 
 
 
The Sound Of Love
a sound erupting from above
breaking it's way through
moving up to the top
and fights to reach you

it flows over your brain
and pushes it's way in
it might cause u pain
but you just keep on listenin

it then flies to your heart
and hardly keep it beating
but you leave all this apart
and you just keep on listening
it's the sound of love
that never let you free

KEEP ON LISTENING

Heba Mohamed Farrakha

 

 

 

 

 the end

You said it was the end,
I would still be your best friend,
But when you said that, my heart broke in two.
One half still wanted and needed you,
The other half was thinking of how stupid you were.
You lost so much- of that I am sure.
You lost my trust, my pride and my love.
You lost your angel sent from above.
You lost a friend and a lover,
Who loved you and no other.
You broke my heart
but the truth will have to be,
That I know you still love and care for me.
Don't worry- I still care,
But give my heart to you again?
...I wouldn't dare!

 

 

  

..................................

............

We`ve made a promise together
then commit ouselves to a deal
that our love will last forever
i thought it could be real,,,

Weve been together for so long
sang together our love songs
"SWEETLOVEBIRDS" thats what we are
for we love each other my thee,,,

But then suddenly those good moment have gone
for im a victim of my own imagination
those good moments will be forsaken
or they only in my illusion,,,

in reality im just your BESTFRIEND
a companion to support you all the way
though my heart and mind always pretend
deep within heart forever youll stay,,,

Lovelyann Yambao Aviado

 

 

Still

Am still gonna hurt,am still gonna cry,
Am still gonna think,
Without you i will die.
I dont even know,
If your love for me is true,
But what else can i do?
Just sit here hoping to be with you.
Your smile comes down on me,
Like a shinin' star,lightin' my way,
All through the dark.
But I still dont know,
If that love of yours is true,
Cuz I can barely erase,
The image of your sweet face.
Your big innocent eyes,full of passion,
Yet full of pride,
They look at me & say,
"My love,will you be there for me?"

Reham Adel Abdel kader

 

Revenge

As sweet as wine,that revenge of mine,
Now that am feelin' fine,
Aching to hear you crying.
Dont be surprised,this wont be nice,
Am a demon disguised,
Unleashed in time to strike.
Now am gonna have fun,
Nothing to be said or done,
Tick-tick,now you're gone,
I wish you luck for hell is yet to come.
I'll seduce you till you fall,
Deep down that dark endless hole,
Where nobody can hear you call,
When you hit da ground,you start to crawl.
To me you will come,with your body all numb,
Weeping under my feet,drowned in your defeat,
I can hear your loud heartbeat.
How you broke me apart,stabbed my heart,
This revenge is just a start,

.............................

DriftinG

Wishing upon a single star,
That shines my way to where you are,
My mind starts drifting to wonderland,
A beautiful ocean,with golden sand.
Your soft whisper, i still can hear,
soothing me,ringing in my ears,
As a cold breeze tickles my hair,
My body shivers & my eyes flood with tears.
I stare at the water,so pure & clear,
Just like my love, which was buried by fear,
For the person that i longed 4 years & years,
Is never there to wipe away my tears.

3/4/2006

Truly Madly Deeply

 http://www.
ramy-yy
.hi5.com 
                                                  dats mine ;)
We met each other by chance,
And decided to be friends.

With every minute we spent together,
We got to know each other better.

Months passed,
And our friendship grew.

Then a day came,
When you had to tell me something,
Something I had already knew.

You took my hands in yours,
And looked deep in to my eyes.
You said I've aroused a feeling in you,
That you never felt before.

You said being friends was great,
But the feeling you felt for me was something more.

You placed a little box on my hand,
Which was tied with a red band.

In it contained a crystal heart,
I read the words written on it.

It filled my eyes with tears,
And my heart filled with joy.

You wiped my tears,
And help me close.

I smiled and embraced you,
And softly whispered the words,

'I LOVE YOU TOO' 
.......
           Note : dat poem not 4 anygurl ;) i just liked it 
perfect song ;)
http://www.filelodge.com/files/hdd2/12749/Craig%20David%20-08-%20Unbelivable.mp3

Artist: Craig David
Album: The Story Goes...
Title: Unbelievable



Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,

Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

[Chorus]

Now I see, what love means
1/20/2006

Painful Pleasure

 

 

 
28\1\2006 (ramy yy) (egypt VS cotivoir)

 

25\1\2006 (ramy yy)

 

Painful Pleasure

 

It's painful pleasure, It's Too much to take.
When I can not sleep and I can not wake..
I wish I reach your place.
I wish I remember your face.
It's love, magic that has no use.
Just like dreams everyday we lose.
Oh, my soul is sick, my heart is diseased.
Although, I smile I'm n't really pleased.
Dream not of me anymore.
You shall leave.
Oh, I must ignore..
I'm nothing but a ghost.
You shall hate me most.
And you must make me cry.
And help me to die.....

 

Heba Mahmoud Abed

........

I've waited

I must be dreaming;
This all can't be true.
A day when I'd meet someone
So perfect like you.
With words so sincere
& oh so charming ;
They swept me off my feet
Without even a warning.
Your eyes shine like the sun
Even as the day comes to close
You can light up the room
With just one simple gaze.
Be careful with my heart though
It is quite fragile.
Handle with care -
Should be its warning label.
Tell me that you love me
I need to hear it once more
To show it's what I've wanted,
What I've been waiting for.

Your Song Dies

Your song dies,
Words never rise.
Still within the shaddows of darkness
Closed to mine wounds.
With sharp and deep pain,
I live..I stay..I remain.
Fading shaddow? is it dream? I wonder..
So alone and dark, you live in hunger..
See, our souls live and suffer...
Never be with me my great lover.
Eternal songs rouse me.
Blessed whispers guide me.
Peaceful moments I recall.
My frozen tears fall....
Fear is poisoning my blood,
Drown my soul in a flood.
Restless sea of pain,
I can not leave and I can't remain.

Reality

 

My emotions pass like clouds across the sky
Darkness hangs over me high
The pain and sorrow that I hide
Oh how they are bottled up inside
Do not try and reach out to me
Nothing you say will make me see
What I want might mke me cry
What I need might pass me by
You are not on the same level as I
This is where our differences lie
You are the animating angel
I am the deadly devil
The world is an imperfect place
and I am just another mental case!
I opened up my eyes to the world the day I was born
Now I want to close them knowing no one will mourn!

Rana Hasan

 

................

Now I Know The Pain She Went Through

To u ........

 

Now I know the pain she went through,
Now I know why her skies were so blue.
Now I feel the pain I would cause, and know where I went wrong,
Now I shed the same tears, and express my
sorrow through this song.
Our love used to be like a beautiful song, a
song that's now over, now that you're gone,
Now my heart is with loneliness, and fright
It's afraid of loosing you forever, it's
afraid of loosing this fight.
Deep within my soul I realize she's all I
ever knew,
And as my heart cries out for her,
now I know the pain she went through.

 

 

If You Really Do

for someone i will never love again

 

Say you love me if you really do
Because you know my love for you is true
I miss the warmth of your touch
I miss the comfort of knowing with you,
I'm safe
Day and night all I think of is you
And I wonder if you still think of me too
Do you still care?
If you do, I'm not aware
I wish you would tell me how you feel
Is it that hard for you to tell me?
So say you love me if you really do
Because you know that I love you
And you know it's true

Let Love Begin

 

Take my hand and lead the way;
tell me all you want to say.
Whisper softly in my ear,
all those things I want to hear.
Kiss my lips and touch my skin;
bring out passions deep within.
Pull me close and hold me near;
take away my pain and fear.
In the darkness of the night,
be my beacon, shine your light.
In the brightness of the sun,
show me that you are the one.
Give me wings so I can fly;
for I can soar when you're nearby.
Enter my heart, break down the wall,
it's time for me to watch it fall.
Strip me of my armor tight;
you'll find I won't put up a fight.
Release my soul held deep within . . .
I'm ready now, let love begin.

.......................

 

Dreams & Memories

 

When are all talking so loud
My Heart feels so much alone in crowd
Only Memories... Sweet Memories of you
Remains fresh in me like morning dew

I miss you so much, oh dear
You are so far, yet so near
You have always lent an ear
Whenever I was in confusion or fear

Wish, I could talk to you all day
And listen to whatever you say
Or be with you in lovely bay
I dream of you all night, all day

All I want is to hold your hand
And walk with you in wet wet sand
Or lay your head on my lap
And watch you as you take a nap

Only Memories... Sweet Memories of you
Remains fresh in me like morning dew
But, there is a long way to go still
Hope, someday we reach top of the hill!

Ramya Raghupathi

To lie was to die

 

A tiny tale , a fictional story,
A love gone stale, a relationship buried,
She said that she was with another guy,
To cry was to try,Not to die but to lie,

A tale I heard told many a time,
A story of false that was nothing but crime
A head turned and a disappointed sigh
Not to try, but she lied, and I felt I had died

And then an end to this horrific tale,
of how love went up and back down like the gale,
though I tried and I tried but she lied it died

 

...............................

No Second Chance

You're going to die tomorrow!
Are you now going to look back with regret and sorrow,
Wishing that you had perhaps another day or two
To set things straight before you're through?

But time is running, with not much to spare.
Enjoy this last moment that you have of air,
For your fate will bring you no pleasure,
Due to the sins you committed, which come to some great measure.

But now it's too late to repent for all your wrongdoings,
Thinking that God is the one you'll be fooling,
The one who was always by your side.
You silly mortal, it's time you die!

I'm sorry to see those tears,
Full of all your regrets and fears.
And no matter how much you sob,
It takes no toll on me, for I'm just doing my job.

Is there anything you would like to say,
Before I take your last breath away?

"I wish I had more time before this sudden end,
"To say I love you to my family, sweetheart, and friend."

....................................

..........

 

It's All About You!!

The only flower that never dies.
The only person who never lies.
To make me happy,she always tries.
In my dark room,she was the candle.
All my problems,she used to handle.
In the huge ocean,she was the ship.
Ready to travel in all my hard trips.
She faced me when everyone turned around.
In my sad moments,she was the only one found.
Warm nights of supporting and care,
Trust and happiness we used to share.
I'll always remember you and it's true,
That this and more,is all about you!!

 
 
 
The Sound Of Love
a sound erupting from above
breaking it's way through
moving up to the top
and fights to reach you

it flows over your brain
and pushes it's way in
it might cause u pain
but you just keep on listenin

it then flies to your heart
and hardly keep it beating
but you leave all this apart
and you just keep on listening
it's the sound of love
that never let you free

KEEP ON LISTENING

Heba Mohamed Farrakha

 

 

 

 

 the end

You said it was the end,
I would still be your best friend,
But when you said that, my heart broke in two.
One half still wanted and needed you,
The other half was thinking of how stupid you were.
You lost so much- of that I am sure.
You lost my trust, my pride and my love.
You lost your angel sent from above.
You lost a friend and a lover,
Who loved you and no other.
You broke my heart
but the truth will have to be,
That I know you still love and care for me.
Don't worry- I still care,
But give my heart to you again?
...I wouldn't dare!

 

 

 

 

..................................

............

We`ve made a promise together
then commit ouselves to a deal
that our love will last forever
i thought it could be real,,,

Weve been together for so long
sang together our love songs
"SWEETLOVEBIRDS" thats what we are
for we love each other my thee,,,

But then suddenly those good moment have gone
for im a victim of my own imagination
those good moments will be forsaken
or they only in my illusion,,,

in reality im just your BESTFRIEND
a companion to support you all the way
though my heart and mind always pretend
deep within heart forever youll stay,,,

Lovelyann Yambao Aviado

 

 

Still

Am still gonna hurt,am still gonna cry,
Am still gonna think,
Without you i will die.
I dont even know,
If your love for me is true,
But what else can i do?
Just sit here hoping to be with you.
Your smile comes down on me,
Like a shinin' star,lightin' my way,
All through the dark.
But I still dont know,
If that love of yours is true,
Cuz I can barely erase,
The image of your sweet face.
Your big innocent eyes,full of passion,
Yet full of pride,
They look at me & say,
"My love,will you be there for me?"

Reham Adel Abdel kader

 

Revenge

As sweet as wine,that revenge of mine,
Now that am feelin' fine,
Aching to hear you crying.
Dont be surprised,this wont be nice,
Am a demon disguised,
Unleashed in time to strike.
Now am gonna have fun,
Nothing to be said or done,
Tick-tick,now you're gone,
I wish you luck for hell is yet to come.
I'll seduce you till you fall,
Deep down that dark endless hole,
Where nobody can hear you call,
When you hit da ground,you start to crawl.
To me you will come,with your body all numb,
Weeping under my feet,drowned in your defeat,
I can hear your loud heartbeat.
How you broke me apart,stabbed my heart,
This revenge is just a start,
From a girl with a stone-heart.

.............................

DriftinG

Wishing upon a single star,
That shines my way to where you are,
My mind starts drifting to wonderland,
A beautiful ocean,with golden sand.
Your soft whisper, i still can hear,
soothing me,ringing in my ears,
As a cold breeze tickles my hair,
My body shivers & my eyes flood with tears.
I stare at the water,so pure & clear,
Just like my love, which was buried by fear,
For the person that i longed 4 years & years,
Is never there to wipe away my tears.

1/8/2006

I can promise ....(friendship)

    HASH(0x8c23e7c)    

I cant promise you that dark clouds

will never hover over our lives

or that the future,

will bring us many rainbows

i cant promise you that tomorrow

will be perfect..!!!

or that life will be easy...!!!

I CAN PROMISE YOU,

my everlasting devotion

my loyality,my respect

i can promise that i'll always

be there for you.....

to listen & to hold your hand

& i'll always do my best to make you happy

i can promise that i'll see you through any crisis

& hope with you,dream with you,build with you

& always cheer you on & encourage you.

i'll willingly be your protector your advisor,

your counselor,your friend,your family

YOUR EVERYTHING.......

& i beleive that's what friendship is truly all about

hapyy 2 b ur friend

 

The Curse Of Life

here comes the time when you see your days
nothing but lingering shadows that are starting to fade
when you see your loving friends
nothing but figures waving their hands,
when you look at the birds
and you swear you can see them cry
and your hand can touch their wounded hearts
and feel their cold shivering wings
when the world is an empty space
when you find nobody around
when pain no longer hurts
and tears are nothing new
when your name sounds strange
when words mean nothing to you
when you're unable to tell what's wrong and what's right
when the sun takes away the brightness of your life
when your life becomes an endless chain
of boring days and lonely nights

 

Blind Love

I looked around in pain and fear
Everything suddenly seemed to disappear
Leaving me alone with my tears
With the voice of silince bleeding my ears

I've been searching the earth for so long
For the love that I thought that would be so strong
Strong as the pain inside my chest
The only thing that could give me back my breath

Walking miles and miles to reach the sky
Walking and walking without knowing why??
Could I find there something mine
Like my true love in her divine

My love was always shinning like a thousand sun
Her smile could break the hearts of a thousand men one by one
Her face was pure like the moonlight in the sky
But her eyes were so blind to see that poor soul of mine

 

 

Single Mad

You are asking me why my tears fall tonight,
a broken heart couldn't fight,
never think that words will make me fine,such words no use to light.
You thought it may give some cheer,
but really it do more fear, if so, you'll never know the other years
what i meant to be understood,
when a step on your other foot,
then you'll say oh if i understand before the world is really
destroyed with your tears in the pillow.
then at last i am sorry couldn't understand what you meant with that
tears you made,
you should have tolden me the truth maybe it was yours and my fault,
dont keep them all in your heart, thay'll make you feel not
satisfied, dont worry its not so bad,
but try just to suop it in that single mad.

...........

1/7/2006

I promise

 

I Promise You My Love

I Promise You My Heart

I Promise You My Life

I Promise We'll Never Be Apart

 

I Promise Not To Hurt You

I Promise Never To Make You Cry

I Promise To Always Trust You

I Promise Not To Lie

 

I Promise You Forever

I Promise You Tonight

I Promise You My Respect

I Promise To Do Things Right

 

I Promise To Always Be There

I Promise Until The End

I Promise To Always Love You

I Promise To Be Your Best Friend

 

I Promise You My Love

I Promise You My Life

I Promise This Forever

I Promise Our Love Is My Life

 

she died from a broken heart

She couldn't stand the silence,
She couldn't stand the tears,
She couldn't stand her life,
After only sixteen years.

He was her entire world,
She gave him all she possessed,
He did the same in return,
They were thought to be obsessed.

Their love couldn't be reached,
Couldn't be touched by any other,
They were all they needed,
They only wanted each other.

From two they became one,
They made each other whole,
They filled each other's voids,
They filled each other's souls.

Everything was perfect,
Everything was great,
Till one damning day,
They were told they'd have to wait.

Her parents were moving her,
To a distant place,
They'd be torn apart,
Couldn't see each other's face.

They swore they'd make it work,
Vowed to stay together,
Didn't care about the distance,
They'd be together forever.

She gave it all she had,
She did her very best,
But he still slipped away,
He didn't pass the test.

While she was thinking of him,
He had found another,
He said he couldn't do it,
He talked it over with his mother.

She was devastated,
Her heart was torn straight out,
She'd been such a fool,
She should have listened to her doubt.

From then on they stopped talking,
Never spoke again,
While he was with his new girl,
She was dreaming of him.

Every day she'd cry,
She tried to fight off all the pain,
But the hurting never stopped,
Just shot through every vein.

Months went by since the ending,
But she only grew worse,
She couldn't accept what happened,
This was love's curse.

It finally overtook her,
She couldn't stand it anymore,
She grabbed a picture of him,
And snuck out the front door.

She walked into the woods,
Found a secluded place,
Kept thinking of the past,
And how she'd been replaced.

Hours later she was found,
In a pool of her blood,
And beside her they found,
His picture in the mud.

On the back read her reason,
Why she took her life,
What he did to her,
It seemed he had held the knife.

Though physically he didn't kill her,
He tore her soul apart,
It was obvious how she did,
It was from a broken heart
.................
...............................
 

You think you're all messed up
You think you're not quite there
You think that there's no point
That no one really cares


Your life keeps getting worse
Nothing ever seems to go right
You're crying all the time
Hoping to see some light

Your body keeps on crying
Your heart screams in despair
Your soul mourns in sadness
Wishing someone was there


Your life has no meaning
You think how to end the pain
A thought comes to mind
And it begins to rain


You find yourself on a bridge
About to end it all
Your foot reaches the edge
And then you begin to fall

As you fall into darkness
Your life flashes before your eyes
A smile comes to your face
Knowing it is finally over

You're falling down to hell
Then from your mouth a scream
You let it all go
Your hope,faith,and dreams


You wake up a week later
Strapped to a big white bed
You had wires everywhere
On your body and on your head


Your eyes begin to look around
And then they begin to see
A silent girl crying
That girl being me

I look up at you
And I see your face
You look so sad and angry
I can tell you hate the place

A smile curls your lips
As you hold that knife up high
I scream no out to you
And it falls from the sky


I ran inside and saw you
Then I landed on my knees
Holding you and crying
Wishing it wouldn't be

You had a funeral the next day
Your family and friends came
You didn't know they loved you
All of them the same

I'm a red bouncy ball

XxX  XxX
тнє fιяѕт тιмє ι ѕαω уσυ,
ι києω уσυ ωєяє тнє σиє,
тнєяє ωαѕ иσ qυєѕтισи ιи му мιи∂,
 αfтєя нανιиg ѕσ мυ¢н fυи.
тнєяє ωαѕ נυѕт ѕσмєтнιиg αвσυт уσυ,
тнαт ινє иєνєя fσυи∂ вєfσяє.
 αи∂ иσω тнαт ωєяє gσσ∂ fяιєи∂ѕ,
 ι fιи∂ муѕєℓf ωαитιиg мσяє.
 ι иєνєя тнσυgнт ιт ρσѕѕιвℓє,
тσ ¢αяє fσя σиє ѕσ мυ¢н,
вυт єνєяу∂αу тнαт ραѕѕєѕ,
 ι ℓσиg тσ fєєℓ уσυя тσυ¢н.
тσ ℓσσк ιитσ уσυя єуєѕ,
 ωσυℓ∂ мαкє му ∂αу ¢σмρℓєтє.
вє¢υαѕє єνєяу тιмє уσυ ℓσσк αт мє,
му нєαят נυѕт ѕкιρѕ α вєαт.
єνєяутнιиg ι∂ ωιѕнє∂ fσя,
єνєяу ∂яєαм ι∂ нσρє∂ ¢σмє тяυє,
ι иєνєя тнσυgнт ωσυℓ∂ нαρρєи,
υитιℓ тнє ∂αу ι мєт уσυ.
αℓтнσυgн ιт нυятѕ тσ киσω,
тнαт уσυ ∂σит fєєℓ тнє ѕαмє αѕ мє,
 нσρєfυℓℓу σиє ∂αу υ ωιℓℓ яєαℓιzє,
 тнαт ωє αяє мєит тσ вє.
   XxX  XxX
 

i luv u!!

 

No words I write can ever say,

 How much I miss you everyday.

As time goes by the loneliness grows,

 How I miss you.. nobody knows.  

I think of you in silence I often speak your name.

 But all I have are memories,

And a photo in a frame.

No one knows my sorrow,

 No one sees me weep.

 But the love I have for you,

 Is in my heart and mine to keep

 I never stopped loving you,

 I don't think I ever will.

Deep inside my heart,

 You are with me still.  

Heartaches in this world are many,

 But mine is far worse than any.

 My heart still aches as I whisper low,

"I need you... and miss you so."

The things we feel so deeply,

 Are often the hardest things to say

. But I just can't keep quiet anymore,

 So I'll tell you anyways.

 There is a place in my heart,

That no one can fill

. I really really love you...

and I always will I LoveYou

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1/6/2006

You Are All Mine ...

 

I feel as if you are with me,
When company i have none.
You sit besides and smiles at me,
Autumn is gone, spring has begun.

I felt afraid all was dark,
Tried to save myself and run.
I wasn't far i saw you,
And felt as if ran into the sun.

You make me feel you are all mine,
And also to leave everyone.
You helped me cry i felt despair,
You made me laugh i looked for fun.

You took my hand, placed the burning lips,
Kissed it careless of everyone.
I felt as if i got everything,
And was with my life all done.

You are all mine i pray to God,
You are all mine i wish a lot.
You are all beauty as like a dove,
You are the one i live to Love...

Sohaib Khalil

Behind every smile

Behind every smile
There's a sad little child
Who's crying inside
Trying to hide it for a while

Behind every smile
There's someone trying to break through
To show their real selves
To no longer be blue

Behind every smile
There's someone telling a lie
Not allowing anyone to see
All the tears that they've cried

Behind every smile
There's another sad face
Whose suicidal thoughts
Made them fall from grace

Behind every smile
There's somebody real
Who tries to hide their pain
And never show how they really feel

Behind every smile
There's some lost soul
Just waiting to be found
That's their primary goal

Behind every smile
There's a secret being kept
That's killing them inside
And the reason they just wept

Behind every smile
Is someone all alone
Who can't stand the yelling
And wishes to leave their home

Behind every smile
Is a sad little story
That they keep bottled up
And forever will they worry

Behind every smile
There's someone who lost their way
Who puts on a happy face
To get them through each and every day
 

1/4/2006

Falling Down

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Falling down is not always a nightmare

Sometimes it's a wish
to start again using the stair

Sometimes it's a sign
for you to share and care

Falling down is always a gift from God
to let you know that you are not enough fair

Rania Hosny Abdel Fattah Hassan

1/2/2006

Just for a moment

for years i've woven through black trees
and i've made it through my days
a few times have i fallen to my knees
in hopeless, pleading rage

i've wandered drearily through this life
never muttering a word of complaint
i've hidden my pain, tears and strife
but you've never respected my restraint

but just for a moment i saw the clouds part
the sun's warm rays shown down on me
it melted the ice around my heart
just for a moment, i was free

but only for a moment and soon it had passed
for pain and joy i would cry
my dissapointment could not be surpassed
for i knew, i could never fly
 

Rania G Ayyoub

1/1/2006

I Wish To See You Some Day

 
 

I wish to see you someday
I see you in my dreams
I adore you as it seems
I wish to see you someday
I really want you near but you're just away
I don't think you wish that too
But everyday I think of you
For every single day and night
I dream of you flying a kite
On this beach with me forever
Going out everyday together
Walking while holding my hand
And kissing on the warm sand
But suddenly someone wakes me up
And all my dreams get to stop
But I'll always dream of you
Till the day I first meet you

Rania Seif Hamed

Thinking of you(2)

            

 

I think about her alot,
In everywhere and everyspot.
she was my sister before,
But now I feel more.
May be there is a change in her soul!
And the soul my heart stole!
Or may be my heart was blind,
And it didn't have eyes to see and find,
That she is the right one for me,
That she is my destiny.
We always say we r friends,
And she hopes that it never ends.
I hope! yes I hope she will be my fate.
My heart thinks she is my soulmate.
Please, please, listen to me,
My heart was "it" and now it is "she".
I'm not ready for another wound or woo,
Does she think in the same way too?

12/30/2005

Is daT LovE I c N uR eYes..OR meRely A reflection Of MiNe??

 

Can you [See] Me,
And If I [Cry],

Can You [Hear] Me,

And If I [Die],

Would You [Remeber] Me?,

Like I'd [Remember] You,

For All Its [Worth],

And All I've Been [Through],

All I Want To Say Is That,
[I Love You]

12/27/2005

What does Different Cultures and Mentalities mean?!! ;-)

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A ship sank in high seas and the following people got
stranded on a beautiful deserted island in the middle of nowhere:

2 Italian men and 1 Italian woman
2 French men and 1 French woman
2 German men and 1 German woman
2 Greek men and 1 Greek woman
2 Mexican men and 1 Mexican woman
2 American men and 1 American woman
2 egyptian men and 1 Egyptian woman

One month later, on various parts of the island,
the following was observed:

One Italian man killed the other Italian man for the Italian woman.

The two French men and the French woman are living happily together.

The two German men have a strict weekly schedule of when they alternate with the German woman.

The two Greek men are sleeping together, and the Greek woman is cooking & cleaning for them.

The two Mexican men are talking to all the other men on the island trying to sell them the Mexican woman.

The American woman is lecturing on the true nature of feminism ,how her last boyfriend respected her opinion and treated her much better, and how her relationship with her mother is improving...The two American........ men are contemplating suicide.

While the two Egyptian men are still waiting for someone to introduce them to the Egyptian woman


When this world is over

 

 

When mountains fall,when oceans dry...
When birds can't sing and doves can't fly ...
When the sun turns blue and leaves the sky...
When devils pray and angels cry...
When all lands crash and humans die...
Hence,it's the end without "How" or "Why"...
Ages are sold but who can buy...
A new life begins, a life so high...
Not here on earth, but at the sky...
When God meets you and you stand shy...
No way to think, no way to lie...
No way to ask for a chance to try...
Your fate, you'll find and so shall I...

 

 



 

12/25/2005

Hope!

 

Wash your tears with light
Break your chains don't hide
Face your fears it clears your mind
Hope will guide you through the night
So hope so well and hope so right
Life is wild, you must fight
What passed is past don't look behind
Watch the birds that learn to fly
They may fail but still they try
Don't let time pass you by
Before you build your soul so ..high!