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    Talking about Painful Pleasure

     

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    Painful Pleasure

     

     

     
    28\1\2006 (ramy yy) (egypt VS cotivoir)

     

    25\1\2006 (ramy yy)

     

    Painful Pleasure

     

    It's painful pleasure, It's Too much to take.
    When I can not sleep and I can not wake..
    I wish I reach your place.
    I wish I remember your face.
    It's love, magic that has no use.
    Just like dreams everyday we lose.
    Oh, my soul is sick, my heart is diseased.
    Although, I smile I'm n't really pleased.
    Dream not of me anymore.
    You shall leave.
    Oh, I must ignore..
    I'm nothing but a ghost.
    You shall hate me most.
    And you must make me cry.
    And help me to die.....

     

    Heba Mahmoud Abed

    ........

    I've waited

    I must be dreaming;
    This all can't be true.
    A day when I'd meet someone
    So perfect like you.
    With words so sincere
    & oh so charming ;
    They swept me off my feet
    Without even a warning.
    Your eyes shine like the sun
    Even as the day comes to close
    You can light up the room
    With just one simple gaze.
    Be careful with my heart though
    It is quite fragile.
    Handle with care -
    Should be its warning label.
    Tell me that you love me
    I need to hear it once more
    To show it's what I've wanted,
    What I've been waiting for.

    Your Song Dies

    Your song dies,
    Words never rise.
    Still within the shaddows of darkness
    Closed to mine wounds.
    With sharp and deep pain,
    I live..I stay..I remain.
    Fading shaddow? is it dream? I wonder..
    So alone and dark, you live in hunger..
    See, our souls live and suffer...
    Never be with me my great lover.
    Eternal songs rouse me.
    Blessed whispers guide me.
    Peaceful moments I recall.
    My frozen tears fall....
    Fear is poisoning my blood,
    Drown my soul in a flood.
    Restless sea of pain,
    I can not leave and I can't remain.

    Reality

     

    My emotions pass like clouds across the sky
    Darkness hangs over me high
    The pain and sorrow that I hide
    Oh how they are bottled up inside
    Do not try and reach out to me
    Nothing you say will make me see
    What I want might mke me cry
    What I need might pass me by
    You are not on the same level as I
    This is where our differences lie
    You are the animating angel
    I am the deadly devil
    The world is an imperfect place
    and I am just another mental case!
    I opened up my eyes to the world the day I was born
    Now I want to close them knowing no one will mourn!

    Rana Hasan

     

    ................

    Now I Know The Pain She Went Through

    To u ........

     

    Now I know the pain she went through,
    Now I know why her skies were so blue.
    Now I feel the pain I would cause, and know where I went wrong,
    Now I shed the same tears, and express my
    sorrow through this song.
    Our love used to be like a beautiful song, a
    song that's now over, now that you're gone,
    Now my heart is with loneliness, and fright
    It's afraid of loosing you forever, it's
    afraid of loosing this fight.
    Deep within my soul I realize she's all I
    ever knew,
    And as my heart cries out for her,
    now I know the pain she went through.

     

     

    If You Really Do

    for someone i will never love again

     

    Say you love me if you really do
    Because you know my love for you is true
    I miss the warmth of your touch
    I miss the comfort of knowing with you,
    I'm safe
    Day and night all I think of is you
    And I wonder if you still think of me too
    Do you still care?
    If you do, I'm not aware
    I wish you would tell me how you feel
    Is it that hard for you to tell me?
    So say you love me if you really do
    Because you know that I love you
    And you know it's true

    Let Love Begin

     

    Take my hand and lead the way;
    tell me all you want to say.
    Whisper softly in my ear,
    all those things I want to hear.
    Kiss my lips and touch my skin;
    bring out passions deep within.
    Pull me close and hold me near;
    take away my pain and fear.
    In the darkness of the night,
    be my beacon, shine your light.
    In the brightness of the sun,
    show me that you are the one.
    Give me wings so I can fly;
    for I can soar when you're nearby.
    Enter my heart, break down the wall,
    it's time for me to watch it fall.
    Strip me of my armor tight;
    you'll find I won't put up a fight.
    Release my soul held deep within . . .
    I'm ready now, let love begin.

    .......................

     

    Dreams & Memories

     

    When are all talking so loud
    My Heart feels so much alone in crowd
    Only Memories... Sweet Memories of you
    Remains fresh in me like morning dew

    I miss you so much, oh dear
    You are so far, yet so near
    You have always lent an ear
    Whenever I was in confusion or fear

    Wish, I could talk to you all day
    And listen to whatever you say
    Or be with you in lovely bay
    I dream of you all night, all day

    All I want is to hold your hand
    And walk with you in wet wet sand
    Or lay your head on my lap
    And watch you as you take a nap

    Only Memories... Sweet Memories of you
    Remains fresh in me like morning dew
    But, there is a long way to go still
    Hope, someday we reach top of the hill!

    Ramya Raghupathi

    To lie was to die

     

    A tiny tale , a fictional story,
    A love gone stale, a relationship buried,
    She said that she was with another guy,
    To cry was to try,Not to die but to lie,

    A tale I heard told many a time,
    A story of false that was nothing but crime
    A head turned and a disappointed sigh
    Not to try, but she lied, and I felt I had died

    And then an end to this horrific tale,
    of how love went up and back down like the gale,
    though I tried and I tried but she lied it died

     

    ...............................

    No Second Chance

    You're going to die tomorrow!
    Are you now going to look back with regret and sorrow,
    Wishing that you had perhaps another day or two
    To set things straight before you're through?

    But time is running, with not much to spare.
    Enjoy this last moment that you have of air,
    For your fate will bring you no pleasure,
    Due to the sins you committed, which come to some great measure.

    But now it's too late to repent for all your wrongdoings,
    Thinking that God is the one you'll be fooling,
    The one who was always by your side.
    You silly mortal, it's time you die!

    I'm sorry to see those tears,
    Full of all your regrets and fears.
    And no matter how much you sob,
    It takes no toll on me, for I'm just doing my job.

    Is there anything you would like to say,
    Before I take your last breath away?

    "I wish I had more time before this sudden end,
    "To say I love you to my family, sweetheart, and friend."

    ....................................

    ..........

     

    It's All About You!!

    The only flower that never dies.
    The only person who never lies.
    To make me happy,she always tries.
    In my dark room,she was the candle.
    All my problems,she used to handle.
    In the huge ocean,she was the ship.
    Ready to travel in all my hard trips.
    She faced me when everyone turned around.
    In my sad moments,she was the only one found.
    Warm nights of supporting and care,
    Trust and happiness we used to share.
    I'll always remember you and it's true,
    That this and more,is all about you!!

     
     
     
    The Sound Of Love
    a sound erupting from above
    breaking it's way through
    moving up to the top
    and fights to reach you

    it flows over your brain
    and pushes it's way in
    it might cause u pain
    but you just keep on listenin

    it then flies to your heart
    and hardly keep it beating
    but you leave all this apart
    and you just keep on listening
    it's the sound of love
    that never let you free

    KEEP ON LISTENING

    Heba Mohamed Farrakha

     

     

     

     

     the end

    You said it was the end,
    I would still be your best friend,
    But when you said that, my heart broke in two.
    One half still wanted and needed you,
    The other half was thinking of how stupid you were.
    You lost so much- of that I am sure.
    You lost my trust, my pride and my love.
    You lost your angel sent from above.
    You lost a friend and a lover,
    Who loved you and no other.
    You broke my heart
    but the truth will have to be,
    That I know you still love and care for me.
    Don't worry- I still care,
    But give my heart to you again?
    ...I wouldn't dare!

     

     

      

    ..................................

    ............

    We`ve made a promise together
    then commit ouselves to a deal
    that our love will last forever
    i thought it could be real,,,

    Weve been together for so long
    sang together our love songs
    "SWEETLOVEBIRDS" thats what we are
    for we love each other my thee,,,

    But then suddenly those good moment have gone
    for im a victim of my own imagination
    those good moments will be forsaken
    or they only in my illusion,,,

    in reality im just your BESTFRIEND
    a companion to support you all the way
    though my heart and mind always pretend
    deep within heart forever youll stay,,,

    Lovelyann Yambao Aviado

     

     

    Still

    Am still gonna hurt,am still gonna cry,
    Am still gonna think,
    Without you i will die.
    I dont even know,
    If your love for me is true,
    But what else can i do?
    Just sit here hoping to be with you.
    Your smile comes down on me,
    Like a shinin' star,lightin' my way,
    All through the dark.
    But I still dont know,
    If that love of yours is true,
    Cuz I can barely erase,
    The image of your sweet face.
    Your big innocent eyes,full of passion,
    Yet full of pride,
    They look at me & say,
    "My love,will you be there for me?"

    Reham Adel Abdel kader

     

    Revenge

    As sweet as wine,that revenge of mine,
    Now that am feelin' fine,
    Aching to hear you crying.
    Dont be surprised,this wont be nice,
    Am a demon disguised,
    Unleashed in time to strike.
    Now am gonna have fun,
    Nothing to be said or done,
    Tick-tick,now you're gone,
    I wish you luck for hell is yet to come.
    I'll seduce you till you fall,
    Deep down that dark endless hole,
    Where nobody can hear you call,
    When you hit da ground,you start to crawl.
    To me you will come,with your body all numb,
    Weeping under my feet,drowned in your defeat,
    I can hear your loud heartbeat.
    How you broke me apart,stabbed my heart,
    This revenge is just a start,

    .............................

    DriftinG

    Wishing upon a single star,
    That shines my way to where you are,
    My mind starts drifting to wonderland,
    A beautiful ocean,with golden sand.
    Your soft whisper, i still can hear,
    soothing me,ringing in my ears,
    As a cold breeze tickles my hair,
    My body shivers & my eyes flood with tears.
    I stare at the water,so pure & clear,
    Just like my love, which was buried by fear,
    For the person that i longed 4 years & years,
    Is never there to wipe away my tears.

    3/4/2006

    Truly Madly Deeply

     http://www.
    ramy-yy
    .hi5.com 
                                                      dats mine ;)
    We met each other by chance,
    And decided to be friends.

    With every minute we spent together,
    We got to know each other better.

    Months passed,
    And our friendship grew.

    Then a day came,
    When you had to tell me something,
    Something I had already knew.

    You took my hands in yours,
    And looked deep in to my eyes.
    You said I've aroused a feeling in you,
    That you never felt before.

    You said being friends was great,
    But the feeling you felt for me was something more.

    You placed a little box on my hand,
    Which was tied with a red band.

    In it contained a crystal heart,
    I read the words written on it.

    It filled my eyes with tears,
    And my heart filled with joy.

    You wiped my tears,
    And help me close.

    I smiled and embraced you,
    And softly whispered the words,

    'I LOVE YOU TOO' 
    .......
               Note : dat poem not 4 anygurl ;) i just liked it 
    perfect song ;)
    http://www.filelodge.com/files/hdd2/12749/Craig%20David%20-08-%20Unbelivable.mp3

    Artist: Craig David
    Album: The Story Goes...
    Title: Unbelievable



    Always said I would know where to find love,
    Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
    But some times I just felt I could give up.
    But you came and changed my whole world now,
    I'm somewhere I've never been before.
    Now I see, what love means.

    [Chorus]
    It's so unbelievable,
    And I don't want to let it go,
    Something so beautiful,
    Flowing down like a waterfall.
    I feel like you've always been,
    Forever a part of me.
    And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,

    Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

    In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
    Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
    I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
    I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
    And I've never been here before.
    Now I see, what love means.

    [Chorus]

    When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
    I cant help but break down, and cry.
    Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

    [Chorus]

    Now I see, what love means
    1/20/2006

    Painful Pleasure

     

     

     
    28\1\2006 (ramy yy) (egypt VS cotivoir)

     

    25\1\2006 (ramy yy)

     

    Painful Pleasure

     

    It's painful pleasure, It's Too much to take.
    When I can not sleep and I can not wake..
    I wish I reach your place.
    I wish I remember your face.
    It's love, magic that has no use.
    Just like dreams everyday we lose.
    Oh, my soul is sick, my heart is diseased.
    Although, I smile I'm n't really pleased.
    Dream not of me anymore.
    You shall leave.
    Oh, I must ignore..
    I'm nothing but a ghost.
    You shall hate me most.
    And you must make me cry.
    And help me to die.....

     

    Heba Mahmoud Abed

    ........

    I've waited

    I must be dreaming;
    This all can't be true.
    A day when I'd meet someone
    So perfect like you.
    With words so sincere
    & oh so charming ;
    They swept me off my feet
    Without even a warning.
    Your eyes shine like the sun
    Even as the day comes to close
    You can light up the room
    With just one simple gaze.
    Be careful with my heart though
    It is quite fragile.
    Handle with care -
    Should be its warning label.
    Tell me that you love me
    I need to hear it once more
    To show it's what I've wanted,
    What I've been waiting for.

    Your Song Dies

    Your song dies,
    Words never rise.
    Still within the shaddows of darkness
    Closed to mine wounds.
    With sharp and deep pain,
    I live..I stay..I remain.
    Fading shaddow? is it dream? I wonder..
    So alone and dark, you live in hunger..
    See, our souls live and suffer...
    Never be with me my great lover.
    Eternal songs rouse me.
    Blessed whispers guide me.
    Peaceful moments I recall.
    My frozen tears fall....
    Fear is poisoning my blood,
    Drown my soul in a flood.
    Restless sea of pain,
    I can not leave and I can't remain.

    Reality

     

    My emotions pass like clouds across the sky
    Darkness hangs over me high
    The pain and sorrow that I hide
    Oh how they are bottled up inside
    Do not try and reach out to me
    Nothing you say will make me see
    What I want might mke me cry
    What I need might pass me by
    You are not on the same level as I
    This is where our differences lie
    You are the animating angel
    I am the deadly devil
    The world is an imperfect place
    and I am just another mental case!
    I opened up my eyes to the world the day I was born
    Now I want to close them knowing no one will mourn!

    Rana Hasan

     

    ................

    Now I Know The Pain She Went Through

    To u ........

     

    Now I know the pain she went through,
    Now I know why her skies were so blue.
    Now I feel the pain I would cause, and know where I went wrong,
    Now I shed the same tears, and express my
    sorrow through this song.
    Our love used to be like a beautiful song, a
    song that's now over, now that you're gone,
    Now my heart is with loneliness, and fright
    It's afraid of loosing you forever, it's
    afraid of loosing this fight.
    Deep within my soul I realize she's all I
    ever knew,
    And as my heart cries out for her,
    now I know the pain she went through.

     

     

    If You Really Do

    for someone i will never love again

     

    Say you love me if you really do
    Because you know my love for you is true
    I miss the warmth of your touch
    I miss the comfort of knowing with you,
    I'm safe
    Day and night all I think of is you
    And I wonder if you still think of me too
    Do you still care?
    If you do, I'm not aware
    I wish you would tell me how you feel
    Is it that hard for you to tell me?
    So say you love me if you really do
    Because you know that I love you
    And you know it's true

    Let Love Begin

     

    Take my hand and lead the way;
    tell me all you want to say.
    Whisper softly in my ear,
    all those things I want to hear.
    Kiss my lips and touch my skin;
    bring out passions deep within.
    Pull me close and hold me near;
    take away my pain and fear.
    In the darkness of the night,
    be my beacon, shine your light.
    In the brightness of the sun,
    show me that you are the one.
    Give me wings so I can fly;
    for I can soar when you're nearby.
    Enter my heart, break down the wall,
    it's time for me to watch it fall.
    Strip me of my armor tight;
    you'll find I won't put up a fight.
    Release my soul held deep within . . .
    I'm ready now, let love begin.

    .......................

     

    Dreams & Memories

     

    When are all talking so loud
    My Heart feels so much alone in crowd
    Only Memories... Sweet Memories of you
    Remains fresh in me like morning dew

    I miss you so much, oh dear
    You are so far, yet so near
    You have always lent an ear
    Whenever I was in confusion or fear

    Wish, I could talk to you all day
    And listen to whatever you say
    Or be with you in lovely bay
    I dream of you all night, all day

    All I want is to hold your hand
    And walk with you in wet wet sand
    Or lay your head on my lap
    And watch you as you take a nap

    Only Memories... Sweet Memories of you
    Remains fresh in me like morning dew
    But, there is a long way to go still
    Hope, someday we reach top of the hill!

    Ramya Raghupathi

    To lie was to die

     

    A tiny tale , a fictional story,
    A love gone stale, a relationship buried,
    She said that she was with another guy,
    To cry was to try,Not to die but to lie,

    A tale I heard told many a time,
    A story of false that was nothing but crime
    A head turned and a disappointed sigh
    Not to try, but she lied, and I felt I had died

    And then an end to this horrific tale,
    of how love went up and back down like the gale,
    though I tried and I tried but she lied it died

     

    ...............................

    No Second Chance

    You're going to die tomorrow!
    Are you now going to look back with regret and sorrow,
    Wishing that you had perhaps another day or two
    To set things straight before you're through?

    But time is running, with not much to spare.
    Enjoy this last moment that you have of air,
    For your fate will bring you no pleasure,
    Due to the sins you committed, which come to some great measure.

    But now it's too late to repent for all your wrongdoings,
    Thinking that God is the one you'll be fooling,
    The one who was always by your side.
    You silly mortal, it's time you die!

    I'm sorry to see those tears,
    Full of all your regrets and fears.
    And no matter how much you sob,
    It takes no toll on me, for I'm just doing my job.

    Is there anything you would like to say,
    Before I take your last breath away?

    "I wish I had more time before this sudden end,
    "To say I love you to my family, sweetheart, and friend."

    ....................................

    ..........

     

    It's All About You!!

    The only flower that never dies.
    The only person who never lies.
    To make me happy,she always tries.
    In my dark room,she was the candle.
    All my problems,she used to handle.
    In the huge ocean,she was the ship.
    Ready to travel in all my hard trips.
    She faced me when everyone turned around.
    In my sad moments,she was the only one found.
    Warm nights of supporting and care,
    Trust and happiness we used to share.
    I'll always remember you and it's true,
    That this and more,is all about you!!

     
     
     
    The Sound Of Love
    a sound erupting from above
    breaking it's way through
    moving up to the top
    and fights to reach you

    it flows over your brain
    and pushes it's way in
    it might cause u pain
    but you just keep on listenin

    it then flies to your heart
    and hardly keep it beating
    but you leave all this apart
    and you just keep on listening
    it's the sound of love
    that never let you free

    KEEP ON LISTENING

    Heba Mohamed Farrakha

     

     

     

     

     the end

    You said it was the end,
    I would still be your best friend,
    But when you said that, my heart broke in two.
    One half still wanted and needed you,
    The other half was thinking of how stupid you were.
    You lost so much- of that I am sure.
    You lost my trust, my pride and my love.
    You lost your angel sent from above.
    You lost a friend and a lover,
    Who loved you and no other.
    You broke my heart
    but the truth will have to be,
    That I know you still love and care for me.
    Don't worry- I still care,
    But give my heart to you again?
    ...I wouldn't dare!

     

     

     

     

    ..................................

    ............

    We`ve made a promise together
    then commit ouselves to a deal
    that our love will last forever
    i thought it could be real,,,

    Weve been together for so long
    sang together our love songs
    "SWEETLOVEBIRDS" thats what we are
    for we love each other my thee,,,

    But then suddenly those good moment have gone
    for im a victim of my own imagination
    those good moments will be forsaken
    or they only in my illusion,,,

    in reality im just your BESTFRIEND
    a companion to support you all the way
    though my heart and mind always pretend
    deep within heart forever youll stay,,,

    Lovelyann Yambao Aviado

     

     

    Still

    Am still gonna hurt,am still gonna cry,
    Am still gonna think,
    Without you i will die.
    I dont even know,
    If your love for me is true,
    But what else can i do?
    Just sit here hoping to be with you.
    Your smile comes down on me,
    Like a shinin' star,lightin' my way,
    All through the dark.
    But I still dont know,
    If that love of yours is true,
    Cuz I can barely erase,
    The image of your sweet face.
    Your big innocent eyes,full of passion,
    Yet full of pride,
    They look at me & say,
    "My love,will you be there for me?"

    Reham Adel Abdel kader

     

    Revenge

    As sweet as wine,that revenge of mine,
    Now that am feelin' fine,
    Aching to hear you crying.
    Dont be surprised,this wont be nice,
    Am a demon disguised,
    Unleashed in time to strike.
    Now am gonna have fun,
    Nothing to be said or done,
    Tick-tick,now you're gone,
    I wish you luck for hell is yet to come.
    I'll seduce you till you fall,
    Deep down that dark endless hole,
    Where nobody can hear you call,
    When you hit da ground,you start to crawl.
    To me you will come,with your body all numb,
    Weeping under my feet,drowned in your defeat,
    I can hear your loud heartbeat.
    How you broke me apart,stabbed my heart,
    This revenge is just a start,
    From a girl with a stone-heart.

    .............................

    DriftinG

    Wishing upon a single star,
    That shines my way to where you are,
    My mind starts drifting to wonderland,
    A beautiful ocean,with golden sand.
    Your soft whisper, i still can hear,
    soothing me,ringing in my ears,
    As a cold breeze tickles my hair,
    My body shivers & my eyes flood with tears.
    I stare at the water,so pure & clear,
    Just like my love, which was buried by fear,
    For the person that i longed 4 years & years,
    Is never there to wipe away my tears.

    1/8/2006

    I can promise ....(friendship)

        HASH(0x8c23e7c)    

    I cant promise you that dark clouds

    will never hover over our lives

    or that the future,

    will bring us many rainbows

    i cant promise you that tomorrow

    will be perfect..!!!

    or that life will be easy...!!!

    I CAN PROMISE YOU,

    my everlasting devotion

    my loyality,my respect

    i can promise that i'll always

    be there for you.....

    to listen & to hold your hand

    & i'll always do my best to make you happy

    i can promise that i'll see you through any crisis

    & hope with you,dream with you,build with you

    & always cheer you on & encourage you.

    i'll willingly be your protector your advisor,

    your counselor,your friend,your family

    YOUR EVERYTHING.......

    & i beleive that's what friendship is truly all about

    hapyy 2 b ur friend

     

    The Curse Of Life

    here comes the time when you see your days
    nothing but lingering shadows that are starting to fade
    when you see your loving friends
    nothing but figures waving their hands,
    when you look at the birds
    and you swear you can see them cry
    and your hand can touch their wounded hearts
    and feel their cold shivering wings
    when the world is an empty space
    when you find nobody around
    when pain no longer hurts
    and tears are nothing new
    when your name sounds strange
    when words mean nothing to you
    when you're unable to tell what's wrong and what's right
    when the sun takes away the brightness of your life
    when your life becomes an endless chain
    of boring days and lonely nights

     

    Blind Love

    I looked around in pain and fear
    Everything suddenly seemed to disappear
    Leaving me alone with my tears
    With the voice of silince bleeding my ears

    I've been searching the earth for so long
    For the love that I thought that would be so strong
    Strong as the pain inside my chest
    The only thing that could give me back my breath

    Walking miles and miles to reach the sky
    Walking and walking without knowing why??
    Could I find there something mine
    Like my true love in her divine

    My love was always shinning like a thousand sun
    Her smile could break the hearts of a thousand men one by one
    Her face was pure like the moonlight in the sky
    But her eyes were so blind to see that poor soul of mine

     

     

    Single Mad

    You are asking me why my tears fall tonight,
    a broken heart couldn't fight,
    never think that words will make me fine,such words no use to light.
    You thought it may give some cheer,
    but really it do more fear, if so, you'll never know the other years
    what i meant to be understood,
    when a step on your other foot,
    then you'll say oh if i understand before the world is really
    destroyed with your tears in the pillow.
    then at last i am sorry couldn't understand what you meant with that
    tears you made,
    you should have tolden me the truth maybe it was yours and my fault,
    dont keep them all in your heart, thay'll make you feel not
    satisfied, dont worry its not so bad,
    but try just to suop it in that single mad.

    ...........

    1/7/2006

    I promise

     

    I Promise You My Love

    I Promise You My Heart

    I Promise You My Life

    I Promise We'll Never Be Apart

     

    I Promise Not To Hurt You

    I Promise Never To Make You Cry

    I Promise To Always Trust You

    I Promise Not To Lie

     

    I Promise You Forever

    I Promise You Tonight

    I Promise You My Respect

    I Promise To Do Things Right

     

    I Promise To Always Be There

    I Promise Until The End

    I Promise To Always Love You

    I Promise To Be Your Best Friend

     

    I Promise You My Love

    I Promise You My Life

    I Promise This Forever

    I Promise Our Love Is My Life

     

    she died from a broken heart

    She couldn't stand the silence,
    She couldn't stand the tears,
    She couldn't stand her life,
    After only sixteen years.

    He was her entire world,
    She gave him all she possessed,
    He did the same in return,
    They were thought to be obsessed.

    Their love couldn't be reached,
    Couldn't be touched by any other,
    They were all they needed,
    They only wanted each other.

    From two they became one,
    They made each other whole,
    They filled each other's voids,
    They filled each other's souls.

    Everything was perfect,
    Everything was great,
    Till one damning day,
    They were told they'd have to wait.

    Her parents were moving her,
    To a distant place,
    They'd be torn apart,
    Couldn't see each other's face.

    They swore they'd make it work,
    Vowed to stay together,
    Didn't care about the distance,
    They'd be together forever.

    She gave it all she had,
    She did her very best,
    But he still slipped away,
    He didn't pass the test.

    While she was thinking of him,
    He had found another,
    He said he couldn't do it,
    He talked it over with his mother.

    She was devastated,
    Her heart was torn straight out,
    She'd been such a fool,
    She should have listened to her doubt.

    From then on they stopped talking,
    Never spoke again,
    While he was with his new girl,
    She was dreaming of him.

    Every day she'd cry,
    She tried to fight off all the pain,
    But the hurting never stopped,
    Just shot through every vein.

    Months went by since the ending,
    But she only grew worse,
    She couldn't accept what happened,
    This was love's curse.

    It finally overtook her,
    She couldn't stand it anymore,
    She grabbed a picture of him,
    And snuck out the front door.

    She walked into the woods,
    Found a secluded place,
    Kept thinking of the past,
    And how she'd been replaced.

    Hours later she was found,
    In a pool of her blood,
    And beside her they found,
    His picture in the mud.

    On the back read her reason,
    Why she took her life,
    What he did to her,
    It seemed he had held the knife.

    Though physically he didn't kill her,
    He tore her soul apart,
    It was obvious how she did,
    It was from a broken heart
    .................
    ...............................
     

    You think you're all messed up
    You think you're not quite there
    You think that there's no point
    That no one really cares


    Your life keeps getting worse
    Nothing ever seems to go right
    You're crying all the time
    Hoping to see some light

    Your body keeps on crying
    Your heart screams in despair
    Your soul mourns in sadness
    Wishing someone was there


    Your life has no meaning
    You think how to end the pain
    A thought comes to mind
    And it begins to rain


    You find yourself on a bridge
    About to end it all
    Your foot reaches the edge
    And then you begin to fall

    As you fall into darkness
    Your life flashes before your eyes
    A smile comes to your face
    Knowing it is finally over

    You're falling down to hell
    Then from your mouth a scream
    You let it all go
    Your hope,faith,and dreams


    You wake up a week later
    Strapped to a big white bed
    You had wires everywhere
    On your body and on your head


    Your eyes begin to look around
    And then they begin to see
    A silent girl crying
    That girl being me

    I look up at you
    And I see your face
    You look so sad and angry
    I can tell you hate the place

    A smile curls your lips
    As you hold that knife up high
    I scream no out to you
    And it falls from the sky


    I ran inside and saw you
    Then I landed on my knees
    Holding you and crying
    Wishing it wouldn't be

    You had a funeral the next day
    Your family and friends came
    You didn't know they loved you
    All of them the same

    I'm a red bouncy ball

    XxX  XxX
    тнє fιяѕт тιмє ι ѕαω уσυ,
    ι києω уσυ ωєяє тнє σиє,
    тнєяє ωαѕ иσ qυєѕтισи ιи му мιи∂,
     αfтєя нανιиg ѕσ мυ¢н fυи.
    тнєяє ωαѕ נυѕт ѕσмєтнιиg αвσυт уσυ,
    тнαт ινє иєνєя fσυи∂ вєfσяє.
     αи∂ иσω тнαт ωєяє gσσ∂ fяιєи∂ѕ,
     ι fιи∂ муѕєℓf ωαитιиg мσяє.
     ι иєνєя тнσυgнт ιт ρσѕѕιвℓє,
    тσ ¢αяє fσя σиє ѕσ мυ¢н,
    вυт єνєяу∂αу тнαт ραѕѕєѕ,
     ι ℓσиg тσ fєєℓ уσυя тσυ¢н.
    тσ ℓσσк ιитσ уσυя єуєѕ,
     ωσυℓ∂ мαкє му ∂αу ¢σмρℓєтє.
    вє¢υαѕє єνєяу тιмє уσυ ℓσσк αт мє,
    му нєαят נυѕт ѕкιρѕ α вєαт.
    єνєяутнιиg ι∂ ωιѕнє∂ fσя,
    єνєяу ∂яєαм ι∂ нσρє∂ ¢σмє тяυє,
    ι иєνєя тнσυgнт ωσυℓ∂ нαρρєи,
    υитιℓ тнє ∂αу ι мєт уσυ.
    αℓтнσυgн ιт нυятѕ тσ киσω,
    тнαт уσυ ∂σит fєєℓ тнє ѕαмє αѕ мє,
     нσρєfυℓℓу σиє ∂αу υ ωιℓℓ яєαℓιzє,
     тнαт ωє αяє мєит тσ вє.
       XxX  XxX
     

    i luv u!!

     

    No words I write can ever say,

     How much I miss you everyday.

    As time goes by the loneliness grows,

     How I miss you.. nobody knows.  

    I think of you in silence I often speak your name.

     But all I have are memories,

    And a photo in a frame.

    No one knows my sorrow,

     No one sees me weep.

     But the love I have for you,

     Is in my heart and mine to keep

     I never stopped loving you,

     I don't think I ever will.

    Deep inside my heart,

     You are with me still.  

    Heartaches in this world are many,

     But mine is far worse than any.

     My heart still aches as I whisper low,

    "I need you... and miss you so."

    The things we feel so deeply,

     Are often the hardest things to say

    . But I just can't keep quiet anymore,

     So I'll tell you anyways.

     There is a place in my heart,

    That no one can fill

    . I really really love you...

    and I always will I LoveYou

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    1/6/2006

    You Are All Mine ...

     

    I feel as if you are with me,
    When company i have none.
    You sit besides and smiles at me,
    Autumn is gone, spring has begun.

    I felt afraid all was dark,
    Tried to save myself and run.
    I wasn't far i saw you,
    And felt as if ran into the sun.

    You make me feel you are all mine,
    And also to leave everyone.
    You helped me cry i felt despair,
    You made me laugh i looked for fun.

    You took my hand, placed the burning lips,
    Kissed it careless of everyone.
    I felt as if i got everything,
    And was with my life all done.

    You are all mine i pray to God,
    You are all mine i wish a lot.
    You are all beauty as like a dove,
    You are the one i live to Love...

    Sohaib Khalil

    Behind every smile

    Behind every smile
    There's a sad little child
    Who's crying inside
    Trying to hide it for a while

    Behind every smile
    There's someone trying to break through
    To show their real selves
    To no longer be blue

    Behind every smile
    There's someone telling a lie
    Not allowing anyone to see
    All the tears that they've cried

    Behind every smile
    There's another sad face
    Whose suicidal thoughts
    Made them fall from grace

    Behind every smile
    There's somebody real
    Who tries to hide their pain
    And never show how they really feel

    Behind every smile
    There's some lost soul
    Just waiting to be found
    That's their primary goal

    Behind every smile
    There's a secret being kept
    That's killing them inside
    And the reason they just wept

    Behind every smile
    Is someone all alone
    Who can't stand the yelling
    And wishes to leave their home

    Behind every smile
    Is a sad little story
    That they keep bottled up
    And forever will they worry

    Behind every smile
    There's someone who lost their way
    Who puts on a happy face
    To get them through each and every day
     

    1/4/2006

    Falling Down

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    Falling down is not always a nightmare

    Sometimes it's a wish
    to start again using the stair

    Sometimes it's a sign
    for you to share and care

    Falling down is always a gift from God
    to let you know that you are not enough fair

    Rania Hosny Abdel Fattah Hassan

    1/2/2006

    Just for a moment

    for years i've woven through black trees
    and i've made it through my days
    a few times have i fallen to my knees
    in hopeless, pleading rage

    i've wandered drearily through this life
    never muttering a word of complaint
    i've hidden my pain, tears and strife
    but you've never respected my restraint

    but just for a moment i saw the clouds part
    the sun's warm rays shown down on me
    it melted the ice around my heart
    just for a moment, i was free

    but only for a moment and soon it had passed
    for pain and joy i would cry
    my dissapointment could not be surpassed
    for i knew, i could never fly
     

    Rania G Ayyoub

    1/1/2006

    I Wish To See You Some Day

     
     

    I wish to see you someday
    I see you in my dreams
    I adore you as it seems
    I wish to see you someday
    I really want you near but you're just away
    I don't think you wish that too
    But everyday I think of you
    For every single day and night
    I dream of you flying a kite
    On this beach with me forever
    Going out everyday together
    Walking while holding my hand
    And kissing on the warm sand
    But suddenly someone wakes me up
    And all my dreams get to stop
    But I'll always dream of you
    Till the day I first meet you

    Rania Seif Hamed

    Thinking of you(2)

                

     

    I think about her alot,
    In everywhere and everyspot.
    she was my sister before,
    But now I feel more.
    May be there is a change in her soul!
    And the soul my heart stole!
    Or may be my heart was blind,
    And it didn't have eyes to see and find,
    That she is the right one for me,
    That she is my destiny.
    We always say we r friends,
    And she hopes that it never ends.
    I hope! yes I hope she will be my fate.
    My heart thinks she is my soulmate.
    Please, please, listen to me,
    My heart was "it" and now it is "she".
    I'm not ready for another wound or woo,
    Does she think in the same way too?

    12/30/2005

    Is daT LovE I c N uR eYes..OR meRely A reflection Of MiNe??

     

    Can you [See] Me,
    And If I [Cry],

    Can You [Hear] Me,

    And If I [Die],

    Would You [Remeber] Me?,

    Like I'd [Remember] You,

    For All Its [Worth],

    And All I've Been [Through],

    All I Want To Say Is That,
    [I Love You]

    12/27/2005

    What does Different Cultures and Mentalities mean?!! ;-)

    Image by FlamingText.com 
    A ship sank in high seas and the following people got
    stranded on a beautiful deserted island in the middle of nowhere:

    2 Italian men and 1 Italian woman
    2 French men and 1 French woman
    2 German men and 1 German woman
    2 Greek men and 1 Greek woman
    2 Mexican men and 1 Mexican woman
    2 American men and 1 American woman
    2 egyptian men and 1 Egyptian woman

    One month later, on various parts of the island,
    the following was observed:

    One Italian man killed the other Italian man for the Italian woman.

    The two French men and the French woman are living happily together.

    The two German men have a strict weekly schedule of when they alternate with the German woman.

    The two Greek men are sleeping together, and the Greek woman is cooking & cleaning for them.

    The two Mexican men are talking to all the other men on the island trying to sell them the Mexican woman.

    The American woman is lecturing on the true nature of feminism ,how her last boyfriend respected her opinion and treated her much better, and how her relationship with her mother is improving...The two American........ men are contemplating suicide.

    While the two Egyptian men are still waiting for someone to introduce them to the Egyptian woman


    When this world is over

     

     

    When mountains fall,when oceans dry...
    When birds can't sing and doves can't fly ...
    When the sun turns blue and leaves the sky...
    When devils pray and angels cry...
    When all lands crash and humans die...
    Hence,it's the end without "How" or "Why"...
    Ages are sold but who can buy...
    A new life begins, a life so high...
    Not here on earth, but at the sky...
    When God meets you and you stand shy...
    No way to think, no way to lie...
    No way to ask for a chance to try...
    Your fate, you'll find and so shall I...

     

     



     

    12/25/2005

    Hope!

     

    Wash your tears with light
    Break your chains don't hide
    Face your fears it clears your mind
    Hope will guide you through the night
    So hope so well and hope so right
    Life is wild, you must fight
    What passed is past don't look behind
    Watch the birds that learn to fly
    They may fail but still they try
    Don't let time pass you by
    Before you build your soul so ..high!

    Key ur heart

    The Key To Your [Heart]
    Is [Something] Iv Never Held 

    Wiyhout You

    You would hear the pain in my weap,
    but soon i will be fast asleep
    The pain & sorrow will be gone tomorrow'
    therefore you will be floaded out like the sea of saddness
    Now all i can feel is my madness
    Why did you leave me here?
    To face the world without you near,
    but now the only thing i pray,is you are here with me each waking day.

    Sohail Muhammed Azad 

     

    12/21/2005

    No Lie

     

    Some days things just aren't right

    Some days theres things you just can't fight

    But when those times come just know I'll be there

    To Give you a smile when You Have a tear

    To let you know Im here

    So that you know I care

    When life is just making you cry

    Ill be there no lie

    I'm here to talk to be a friend

    Ill walk you through it begining to end

    As you know I love you so

    Ill pick you up when u are feeling low

    So when you are sad and you just dont know why

    Come to me I'll help you know lie

    You say you dont know what it is that makes you sad

    Come to me and Ill make you glad

    Wipe thoughs tears and put on a smile

    Because everyone should have a chance to make there life worthwhile

    Rania Joy Nassar

    12/20/2005

    Like An Angle

     

    you're like the angel that passes by
    yet you're so near and cant fly

    you're the angel that purifies
    yet you're a human bieng that tells lies

    you're like the star in the sky
    so hard to reach when near by you lie

    you're the sun that shines on the whole world
    while im the only one that feels cold

    you're also the one that shines my life
    that without you it would be dark as night

    but if u vanish away
    i'll start to fade day by day

    12/18/2005

    Tear of a clown

     

    I don't care for their frown
    Mine's a tear of a clown
    When all the world's my audience 'n stage
    All I want is a smile as my wage

    How deep can I possibly drown?
    In a simple tear of a clown
    Would it fade my painted smile?
    And stain my buoyant style?

    I don't care to counsel the Crown
    Mine's a jest of a clown
    When I've got it all in the crowd
    All I want is you by my side

    How deep can I possibly drown?
    In a simple tear of a clown
    Would it fade my painted smile?
    And stain my buoyant style?

    Sad Smiles

     

    Within a radiant large smile
    are little faint lines
    telling the world
    that not everything is fine

    Through that happy laugh
    there is some hesitation
    begging the world
    to feel your situation

    If only we looked a little harder
    If only we saw a little farther
    past ourselves and into each other

    we would see those sad smiles
    we would hear those silent cries
    we would make your pain ours
    and through understanding
    reach out, and feel
    forever